There are some who stand on the border of skepticism and disbelief. There are some who say "If there is a God how come he won't do this or that?" The answer begins with the question. When there is an "if" in front of your sentence, your faith is not where it should be. And above all we should remember God does not punch a clock with our names on it. We must let go and let him (God) do his work in his time. He will. Faith is but the size of a mustard seed. That is all you need. Be of a giving heart. Repent of your sins. Forgive, and simply give thanks for all that you have.
Leviticus 22:29 And when you offer a sacrifice of thanksgiving to the LORD, offer it of your own free will.