We can be so perplexed at times, it takes us completely out of our element. It takes tremendous faith in God to know what to do when this happens. When you feel the sadness, the loss, the unpleasantness, you have to clean your heart. Your spirit must be free of heaviness. Unless you are grieving over a love one, you have to free your soul. It is not meant to be perplexed. That's where faith to the tenth power comes in. God's grace & mercy forgives us of our sins. Anything that you have done is done. When you are living the life God intends you to live there is no doubt, no regret. Your feelings are okay to feel, but take it to the Lord. And leave it there. Then listen for the signs to place you where you should be. As a child of God, when you put your God listening spirit in place. All of that uncomfortableness goes away. Trust in him. Trust in yourself.
Psalms 28:7 The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am
helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.