Does our belief in God get compromised at all? Only if we let it. The enemy comes at us all the time. And always always does the outcome stay based on your faith. You may be tired and seem like you are whipped past submission but you are not. Not as long as you cry out to Jesus. Desperation is the enemy. It (desperation) makes you weak. It makes you reach out to everything and anything if you do not watch out. God is an almighty God. He can move mountains. He can make a way out of no way. Do not succumb to the smoke screen. I say this with all of my heart. God did not bring you all of this way for nothing. He knows your heart. Believe in him. Let his angels open the doors that you are knocking on. Ask for that hedge of protection. Know this: the more you do God's work, the more the enemy attacks.
Psalms 95: 1 O come let us sing to the Lord! Let us shout joyfully to the rock of our salvation!