Matthew 6:31-33 Therefore do not be anxious, saying, what shall we eat? Oh Lord I am going to be thirsty what am I going to drink? What shall we wear? For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.
When faced with dilemma. Go first to God. Give it all to him. Do not question;how, what or why. Have faith. God knows your needs. He knows how perplexed you may be. The bible says seek him first. Pray. God has you!