There are so many out there who have their own agendas. Which causes many of us to have to weed through the mire just to get some meaning. Some spirituality. Some peace, wisdom and understanding. But the whole of what God wants us to know, does not take a television evangelist. It does not take a Priest, Bishop, or Rabbi. It simply takes a truly honest spiritual one on one with God. Humble is your approach. Loving kindness is God's response. One may chose any of the above as a supportive measure, yes. But God has no required pomp and circumstance to get to know him. It is of your free will that you come to him. Jesus died for the sin of mankind. Because we are going to fall short. But that's where it stands.
Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. That is it. Simple